Here I am
Here I am. I am three days without a shower, wishing I had more motivation to do things like clean house and put away laundry. I am certain that any motivation for laundry related tasks will never show up, but also certain that when the kids are not living at home any longer I will wish I had done sweet things like put away their laundry and tidy their rooms while they were at school. I will dream of having been a better, more June Cleaver like mom, enjoying these type of things. Guilt will follow and the realization that there is so much wasted time will show up, again. But I am also certain that we can resign ourselves to the fact that I will likely not ever put away my laundry, for forever. Husband, thank you for still loving me. I just do not see that motivation showing up in my life unless my mother in law is coming over and I think she might look into my room. Thank God she never does. All-in-all, while the laundry is never put away, things function pretty well around here...